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AN INSIDE LOOK


ME: "So ya know how Facebook does these flashback memory moments right? This day two years I was dancing on a train with a girl I had just met. Like, I introduced myself to her and we twerked. We twerked. On a train. And I videoed it and put it on the internet. ((pause))) What? I watched the video and cringed. I don't even know me two years ago. I watched and thought, what was I so desperate to prove? To be the boldest? A self-proclaimed "wild child?" The concept is cool and all, about reaching out to others and connecting, but it's just so loud. So extra. As if it wasn't a natural occurrence at all, but more like something that needed to be expressed and praised by others. Congratulations, you have no chill factor? I dunno....I'm rambling now. I just do not realize how much I have transitioned. Seeing who we are now, our dynamic as a unit, I cannot help but look at the past and be surprised you gave me such a fair shot. I preached in your face about me having to be a free spirit on the daily and created my identity on this whole, "you can't tell me what to do" vibe. Did you just see past that? Seriously, I'm asking. Did you just see deep into my soul or something?
HUSBAND: ".....I just knew that I was sent to be with you and remind you of who you really are."

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